Well, I've been back for about a week now. It's been crazy, to say the least. I keep wanting to speak Thai to everyone in public and I'm searching for any Thai faces (too many white people "farangs mak mai" everywhere).
This summer was amazing and I learned and grew so much. I am so very thankful for the opportunity to travel to Thailand and meet and connect with the beautiful people who live there. Maybe one day I will be able to return, but there is a whole world to explore; I don't want to limit the possibilities God has for me.
Up next? Who knows? Hopefully I will find a job and a place to live- I plan on traveling more and searching for God's will in my future.
Thank you for your prayers and love and support.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Baptize my heart... with Your fire
I got baptized this afternoon.
When I was 8, I was baptized, and I guess I thought that was my salvation. When I was 13, I realized that I wasn't a follower of Jesus. I accepted Christ into my life. But I was too scared to get baptized at that point- I had already done it, so doing it again would just be silly right? The Lord changed my life at 13. I had a bad attitude and a terrible temper toward and around my parents- I was a really bad kid... but after I recieved Jesus, my life changed. My attitude improved and things at home were more peaceful and subdued. I never really thought baptism was necessary- it doesn't save someone, so I didn't do anything about it. About 2 years ago, the Lord really started putting baptism on my heart. Jesus was baptized, and we are told to follow His example. But I didn't even know where to start or who should baptize me- so I just kept putting it off and putting it off. I even had the opportunity about a year ago and turned it down because I was scared.
Eventually, over the past year of talking to friends, spiritual guides and my youth minister, I knew that baptism was something I needed to do. But where should I do it?
Thailand. My last Sunday here. August 3, 2008. Nine years and one month after I became a follower of Jesus. Along with a girl who became a believer three weeks ago. We went to a lake in the village and Scott and my friend T, a Thai believer baptized me. It was really cool. I was able to share with all the students there why I was getting baptized and what it meant. I was made new through Jesus... and even though it took me nine years to be baptized, it has been an awesome nine years with Jesus. Today symbolized not only that He has made me a new person, but also that I want to continue walking with Him for the rest of my life.
This is my last post from Thailand... I can't believe it. Tomorrow we will spend the day at the university- probably crying with the students- and then pack until we drop. Tuesday morning at 5a.m we will leave Maha Sarakham and our beautfiful friends. We will drive to Khon Kaen and then fly to Bangkok where we will spend our final day together. Wednesday at 4 a.m. we will go to the aiport and fly home. I will land in Jacksonville at 10 p.m. on August 6.
Thank you for all your prayers and support. I will see you all very soon.
When I was 8, I was baptized, and I guess I thought that was my salvation. When I was 13, I realized that I wasn't a follower of Jesus. I accepted Christ into my life. But I was too scared to get baptized at that point- I had already done it, so doing it again would just be silly right? The Lord changed my life at 13. I had a bad attitude and a terrible temper toward and around my parents- I was a really bad kid... but after I recieved Jesus, my life changed. My attitude improved and things at home were more peaceful and subdued. I never really thought baptism was necessary- it doesn't save someone, so I didn't do anything about it. About 2 years ago, the Lord really started putting baptism on my heart. Jesus was baptized, and we are told to follow His example. But I didn't even know where to start or who should baptize me- so I just kept putting it off and putting it off. I even had the opportunity about a year ago and turned it down because I was scared.
Eventually, over the past year of talking to friends, spiritual guides and my youth minister, I knew that baptism was something I needed to do. But where should I do it?
Thailand. My last Sunday here. August 3, 2008. Nine years and one month after I became a follower of Jesus. Along with a girl who became a believer three weeks ago. We went to a lake in the village and Scott and my friend T, a Thai believer baptized me. It was really cool. I was able to share with all the students there why I was getting baptized and what it meant. I was made new through Jesus... and even though it took me nine years to be baptized, it has been an awesome nine years with Jesus. Today symbolized not only that He has made me a new person, but also that I want to continue walking with Him for the rest of my life.
This is my last post from Thailand... I can't believe it. Tomorrow we will spend the day at the university- probably crying with the students- and then pack until we drop. Tuesday morning at 5a.m we will leave Maha Sarakham and our beautfiful friends. We will drive to Khon Kaen and then fly to Bangkok where we will spend our final day together. Wednesday at 4 a.m. we will go to the aiport and fly home. I will land in Jacksonville at 10 p.m. on August 6.
Thank you for all your prayers and support. I will see you all very soon.
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